Star Wars: A Wayward Eye
What the galaxy holds is what I must defend myself from.
|Class and Level||Species||Stats||BAB||HP|
|Jedi 4 / Soldier 3||Kel Dor||STR 18, DEX 16, CON 16, INT 14, WIS 15, CHA 10||7||92|
|Defenses||Dark Side Points||Trained Skills|
|Reflex – 26, Fortitude – 23, Will – 20||1||Endurance, Inititive, Use the Force|
|Soldier Talents||Lightsaber Talents||Jensaarai Defender Talents|
|Armor Defense, Improved Armor Defense, Second Skin||Block||Attune Armor|
|Force Sensitivity, Weapon Proficiency (Lightsabers), Weapon Focus (Lightsabers), Power Attack, Cleave, Force Training (x1), Mighty Swing, Armor Proficiency (Light and Medium)|
|Dark Green Lightsaber||Ceremonial Armor||Short Range Encrypted Comlink, Utility Belt, Electrobinoculars||1,275|
|Kel Doran, Basic||Negate Energy, Force Slam, Surge|
Journal Entry Number 6584 – Reflections
Life has always been, and always will be, Sarubi 7/5 and the compound. My earliest memories are in the compound, playing with others like myself, unwittingly learning how to harness control over the Force. No one person raised me, everyone in their own way made me into the man I am today, from my Defender teachers, to the Saarai-kaar himself. Through all of my training, all of the hard work, the emotions, the pain, and the vast amounts of meditation, I have learned more than I could have ever hoped for. I have learned for myself, that we, the Jensaarai, are close knit twins of the Force family, with the Jedi as strict, overbearing brothers. We may not like it all the time, but we are connected, and we are family, and we work with them as much as possible, without leaving our own behind.
As far along in my training as I am, I have two major accomplishments left to complete: my galactic experience and the creation of my most sacred armor. Both are close at hand though, as I only need to save up enough credits for the components of the armor, and to do so, I must venture out into the galaxy, seeking knowledge and whenever possible, helping the Jedi in the pursuit of the greater good.
Hopefully, I’ll be able to find someone to do the talking for me though, because I may be good at writing in my journal, but when it comes to speaking, I am not quite so eloquent.
Love and hate are two things that I know how to comprehend, as that is what my training has taught me to do, but I have not experienced them on my own terms, towards beings who have rightly earned those emotions from me. One day I hope for another man to love, but right now all I need is my armor, my lightsaber, and sometimes a stiff drink to get me through the day.
I write out these reflections on my past, present, and future in order to meditate on them in turn, to allow my mind to flow freely. I watch my emotions as my thoughts flow, not letting them go unguarded, but also not cutting them out completely. A perfect internal balance is what I train for, and what I seek to achieve. This is my end goal, this is what I hope to find out there in the wide and far galaxy….just balance in it all.
To one day find a lost Grey Jedi manuscript, and using it, bulstering the Jensaarai into a force to be reckoned with. This leads to the start of one of the most powerful Force bloodlines to have ever exsisted, securing the Jensaarai tradition for millennia to come.
Destiny Benefit: +1 to all ally defenses for 24 hours
Destiny Penalty: -1 to all my defenses for 24 hours
Destiny Fullfilled: Permanent +1 increase to all my defenses.